These last couple weeks I have been challenged with working on my dreams. Let me tell you. I am not great at that. Here is the deal. I am not great at prep or at least I tell myself that. I was never good at practicing for my piano lesson, didn’t really enjoy vocal warm ups, often crammed for college presentations and with any prep or practice for something major I get physically sick. In the pit of my stomach, an ache rolls back and forth and tempts me to put a halt on productivity; however, as soon as I get out in front of a crowd, or get my hands to work all that feeling goes away. I am most confident when I am doing. Working. BEING.
It’s time though to practice the doing. It’s time to say remind myself that I can learn new things. It’s time to know that dreams don’t just land your in lap (although I sure like it when they do!), but sometimes you have to do some work to get it. Dreams are tough.
So I’ll be sitting here at my computer for a lot of this weekend – outside of that Ryan Adams concert I talked my husband into taking me to- and writing, editing, dreaming.
HAPPY WEEKEND EVERYONE!